Friday, April 9, 2010

We're all black sheep.

I'm sitting on my bed.
I just woke up.
I'm craving the arts.
That's not unusual...
Je regarde a l'ecran.
I'm hearing an obnoxious medley of white noise and other various electronical items...
Why is the white noise so LOUD right now??
I'm wondering about... boys.
I'm wondering who the next'll be.
I'm thinking about how that sounded like a 'next in line' type of thing.
It wasn't supposed to come out like that.
It did, though.
I'm feeling a little... flat.
No, I'm not talking about my 32A's... I'm talking about emotion.
I'm flat-lining. That's not good.
But I suppose it's better than arrythmias.
God knows emotional arrythmias are the psychological equivalent to Hell.
I think, "DOES God know that? I wonder what type of emotion he's feeling right now..."
And then I wonder if He has emotions at all...
because movies and books tend to portray Him as a gigantic pond-of-a-person, just oozing with tranquility and appathy.
Hm.
I wonder if God's even in existence...
It's doubtful.
Biology has made me Agnostic.
Biology has burnt the little frays of faith I had at all.
Biology has made me a nonbeliever.
And in some people's eyes... Biology has made me the Devil.


Oh, the irony.

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