Friday, July 23, 2010



I have come to terms with death.
I am no longer scared of it or scared of what I believe follows life.
I feel 'enlightened'.

My blee came over on tuesday and left thursday. ^.^
It was grand. We played Mariokart, SuperMarioBros., watched Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs, talked about shit, blogged about shit, attempted video-bloggery on youtube with a guitar-hero microphone (but failed), saw Inception (and bly saw a boy<3), watched Fred, fed my dog a peach, watched my dogs hump, got Italian food, and cured my mom's four-day depression.

The theme-song to our rendezvous: The Chills by Peter Bjorn and John.

Our bittersweet symphony.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010


My, oh my, I haven't blogged in a month!
I don't like my blog very much.... I want to put my art on here, pictures of my life...
I want to put cool stuff (:
Cool stuff is always good, lawl.
I drew a picture of a cat in a giant arm chair with my best friend Bly's face. xD
Lolol, she asked me to !

I've concluded my beliefs, once again. I am STILL AGNOSTIC.
I really do not believe there is an almighty deity, a God.
But I really hope there is.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Hey, Hey, Hey, it's May, May, May!

My past days in a nutshell:
Ballet class numero Uno.
New F21 @ ze maalllll.
Finished my 'I Support, Motherf*cker!' picture.
Cut up some hareem pants.
Saw The Nightmare on Elm Street.

And now I must go... all will be clear when the sun rises, dear.

Friday, April 30, 2010

Le fabuleux destin d'Amelie Poulain

I like that movie.

Amelie Poulain is my idol.

I idolize an eccentric, fictional, French girl.

I WOULD, lol!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

As a dog

I'm sickies! D:
I don't exactly know what I have... O.O
My chest aches as well as most of my body,
I, of course, have asthma, aaand I have a killer head ache and cold.
Holy mama! Lolol x)
WELL; school tomorrow, I think I'll go with my star wars shirt.
It's so comfy <3

Friday, April 9, 2010

We're all black sheep.

I'm sitting on my bed.
I just woke up.
I'm craving the arts.
That's not unusual...
Je regarde a l'ecran.
I'm hearing an obnoxious medley of white noise and other various electronical items...
Why is the white noise so LOUD right now??
I'm wondering about... boys.
I'm wondering who the next'll be.
I'm thinking about how that sounded like a 'next in line' type of thing.
It wasn't supposed to come out like that.
It did, though.
I'm feeling a little... flat.
No, I'm not talking about my 32A's... I'm talking about emotion.
I'm flat-lining. That's not good.
But I suppose it's better than arrythmias.
God knows emotional arrythmias are the psychological equivalent to Hell.
I think, "DOES God know that? I wonder what type of emotion he's feeling right now..."
And then I wonder if He has emotions at all...
because movies and books tend to portray Him as a gigantic pond-of-a-person, just oozing with tranquility and appathy.
I wonder if God's even in existence...
It's doubtful.
Biology has made me Agnostic.
Biology has burnt the little frays of faith I had at all.
Biology has made me a nonbeliever.
And in some people's eyes... Biology has made me the Devil.

Oh, the irony.